Friday, January 2, 2009

He's Gone...

At 13 weeks, he's gone.
His name is Collin.
We will discuss with my OB where we go from here.
I cannot believe this has happened again - he was perfect on Wednesday and now he's perfect in a totally different way than I had imagined. I wanted this baby more than you'll know. I'm wrestling with a whole bunch of different things right now so please forgive the short and blunt post.

17 comments:

Carolann and Family said...

I'm so sorry Kristi.....

Jennifer said...

Kristi -
I just found your blog and wanted to stop by and say "Hi". I was so sad to read your latest post. I know that you must be devastated. I'm so sorry that you are going through this again. I can't pretend to know what it feels like, but please know that my thoughts and prayers go out to you, your family, and to baby Collin.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry that your heart has to endure so much. I am just so sad for you and your family. It's really just not fair.
Marissa (BBC)

Kaylee said...

Oh Kristi. I'm so sorry....
I wish I could help you.
I wish I could carry some of your pain for you. You have already had to endure so much...

Leana said...

Kristi, I hope that in your grief you know just how much your BBC family cares about and is thinking of you.

Suzi said...

Oh Kristi, I am so very sorry. I have been reading silently since we spoke last and have been waiting with such anticipation. I was just so sure that everything was going to be fine this time. I am just so very sorry. My thoughts and prayers will forever be with your family. God Bless you and your sweet family. Please let me know if you need to talk. I know we only spoke briefly but I feel that it somehow goes deeper than that.

Fiesty said...

I'm very sorry about your loss.

Heather said...

Hugs, hugs and more hugs. I know nothing i say will make it any better, just know your in everyones thoughts and prayers and your family is truly cherished by so many!
-h

Anonymous said...

I know there is nothing I can say to help the pain right now, but I am so very very sorry your having to endure this again.

My heart, thoughts and prayers are with you, your family and Baby Collin.

Liz said...

Oh Kristi. I am so, so sorry. I know there really is nothing I can do to take this pain away but please know that I am here if you ever need to talk.

kimm said...

I am so very sorry Kristi. I wish that there was something I could do, something I could say that would help to ease your pain. Collin is a beautiful name, a beautiful name for a perfectly beautiful little boy. My heart goes out to you and my prayers go up to Him for you.

Anonymous said...

Please, Baby Collin---bring a baby for your Mom, Dad, brother and sister to hold in their arms and watch grow. Please Dear Lord, comfort Kristi and her family at this time.

Jamie P said...

I wish I could take away your pain. I wish I could comfort you in some way. I wish I could give you a hug and let you cry on my shoulder. I wish I could bring you the beautiful rainbow baby that you so much deserve. My heart is breaking for you and Jim. I am so very sorry for your loss. God bless angels Collin and Eli.

Dan & Hillary said...

Kristi- my heart breaks for you and your family. I am so sorry. I will pray for you as your seek answers and healing...
-Hillary (BBC)

Christa said...

Oh Kristi, I'm so sorry. There just aren't any words. (((HUGS))) to you and Jim and the kids. Collin is a beautiful name.

Breanna said...

Oh Kristi Im so very sorry. My heart is breaking, tears are streaming. You and your family are in my prayers.

((((Big Hugs))))

Jenell said...

I'm so so sorry Kristi. I was hoping for good news for you. I can't believe you are doing through this again. You and your family will definitely be in my prayers.