Fourth

I've been sitting here, staring at the blank screen, trying to figure out what to say.
Trying to figure out what's on my mind.
Wondering if anyone other than me remembers it's his 4th birthday.
Not Happy Birthday, just... birthday.

So much has changed in these past 4 years. Life goes on, the kids continue to grow, we get older, friendships change, but the way I remember him, that stays the same.