My Funny....

I don't think this entry is really going to have anything to do with anything but here it goes. Today I find myself missing my funny. When Eli died, it seems that my funny did too and that bums me out. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not a totally hilarious person or anything like that - you'd certainly never find me doing stand-up. But, I'd like to think that I used to be mildly funny and even if no one else did, at least I amused myself on a fairly regular basis. I realized today that I can't remember the last time I laughed about myself or because of me. Sounds kind of odd, I'm quite sure, but I'd really like my funny back.

I think I've been fairly optimistic through this whole thing and that has helped a lot but it would sure be nice to have my funny back and I would certainly feel much more like the "old" me. I am going to have to learn to love the "new" me because there will be no going back but I'd like to recapture my funny...

On that bizarre note - we have family coming in to town for a few days so I'm not sure how often I'll be able to post something that's well thought out but I will hopefully, at the very least, have some photos to share.