Sunday, August 3, 2008

Another One in the Loss Column...

"What?" you say.
That's right.
I didn't say anything here for fear of jinxing it but apparently that plan didn't work out so well for us. I got to enjoy my most recent pregnancy for eight whole uneventful days which included being thrilled with progesterone levels that were off the charts they were so good, as well as a solid hcg level. Yesterday morning I woke to some spotting and of course that freaked me out but it totally cleared up by the afternoon. I thought maybe it was from wrestling the huge car seats into the van and running up and down stairs doing laundry and cleaning house. That I had overworked myself. I felt so incredibly good and hopeful Friday night. At least I got to enjoy one day without all the worry and disappointment that I'm getting far too used to. This morning things seemed fine except for the fact that my temperature was a bit lower than it had been - I didn't temp the morning before because I figured that was just one more thing to worry about so I stopped only to find that I was spotting. This afternoon the spotting is heavier so it's just a matter of time. I really wasn't expecting to spend the week of Eli's due date dealing with yet another loss but I guess at this point I should know to expect anything. ...like the baby bird that is now stuck in the chimney of our stove. I guess we'll be taking that apart in a few minutes to save the birdy. If it's not one thing it's another right?

10 comments:

B's Mom said...

Kristi~ I don't know what to say. I am so, so sorry. I just don't know what to say. ((((HUGS))))

Holli

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry K.... :-(

The Busy Momma said...

Kristi,
Just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers! Think of you often!
Love
Tommye

Give the family our love.

Olive Lucy said...

kristi- sending you some love from a far.. i am sorry.

Anonymous said...

No words, just lots of love being sent your way.

Kara said...

Sending you lots of love and hugs today! I hope you can feel us all around you!

Jamie P said...

There are no words. I am angry for you and sad for you and my heart hurts for you. Tons and tons of prayers.

xoxo

Queen Angela said...

Love to you.

La Nuit Étoilée said...

((hugs)), healing, and hope...
there is always tomorrow, so there is always hope.

Katie said...

so so so sorry for everything that you are having to go through! (((hugs)))