Someone Else's Life...

There are so many days when I feel like I'm living someone else's life. No one in particular but is this really *my* life? Obviously it is but there are days when it just feels very surreal. I look at pictures of me and sometimes I don't even recognise myself. I know, I must be sounding crazy and it's not all about the "bad" stuff. The good stuff often feels unreal to me too. I wonder why that is and when in the world that feeling is going to pass?

I certainly don't regret where I am, that's not what I mean at all but there are times when I sit back and think about how I got here. Like I said, not a bad thing... just one of those things that makes you go "hummmm...."