Isn't it supposed to be about sun, gentle breezes, bright flowers and new life? Well, apparently this year, it's not and I'm having a hard time dealing with that. I do know that I'm not the only one with this problem around here but good grief! In all fairness it is supposed to be about 80 on Friday and then in the mid-70's at least through Monday and I'll hope that Murphy's Law doesn't take over after that since we have a timber management meeting here on Wednesday. It will be much more pleasant walking the property with the county muck-a-mucks in dry weather since the grass in the fields, though sparse, is quite tall this year.
*vent warning - you've been given fair notice, look away now!*
This weather, like I said, isn't really helping on the mental side of things either. I finally got up the nerve to call the dr's office yesterday afternoon and request my results, they weren't in yet but Dr.B called this morning to let me know that, based on the blood draw, I did NOT ovulate. Really?!? So, he has called in my Rx for the 100 mg dosage (this month was 50) so now I hurry up and wait some more. This part is frustrating. I have never NOT ovulated on the 50 mg dosage so this, again, is new territory. Blah. I'm getting tired of new territory. Literally tired, not necessarily OF it but BY it. Focus. Focus. Focus. A reason for it? Probably but it kind of bites to know that what worked before is not working now. I certainly didn't expect to get pregnant this month, but I also didn't expect to not even ovulate (according to the blood tests - I know there's always hope and I'm kind of a freak of nature anyway, obviously).
The Lord will work out his plans for my life-for your loving kindness, Lord, continues forever.
Psalms 138:8
Lean not on your own understanding.
Proverbs 3:5
So, onward and forward I suppose...
1 comment:
That was part of what I didnt like about living on Vancouver, BC, every day was so gloomy! It really does dampen the mood of your day.
-h
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