Happy Blogiversary to Me

There you have it. I've been blogging for a full year now. Actually, a year and a day as of tonight. I'm glad that I've taken the time to do it. I've actually gone back to re-read posts that I've made when someone has asked me about a particular procedure, or tests, or this or that. It's kind of like the baby book that I'll never have for these guys. That doesn't even make me sad. It's nice to have one place that holds the information.

I'm certainly in a different place than I was last year. Last year I was totally frustrated that Eli was totally perfect. Frustrated that there were no preliminary answers for why his heart stopped. It has certainly been a full year. A year of growth and of change for me on a totally different level than I could have ever imagined. And it feels like it all happened so much longer than a year ago.

We are back into the swing of things. Back into being... us. The new us. And at the same time, the old us too. We still enjoy the same things that we did before but maybe we appreciate them more. We try our best to make our home loving and comfortable and most of all, try to live so that we have no regrets. Nothing is taken for granted... not even the cuteness of a total pout!